Many people tell me America is going to hell.
But when I ask them how their own lives are going, they say pretty well.
This discrepancy between how people feel about America’s public life and their own private lives is wider today than it’s been since the late 1960s. Then, our public life was marked by assassinations, riots, an escalating war in Vietnam, and the deeply flawed Lyndon Johnson and Richard Nixon. But our private lives featured love-ins, Woodstock, and the Beatles. (I know; I was there.)
The latest Gallup poll show that just 17 percent of Americans are satisfied with the way things are going in the country. That’s the lowest percent since Joe Biden became president – and it coincides with his lowest job approval rating, as well as a rock-bottom 18 percent congressional job approval, sagging economic confidence, and the expectation that inflation will rise in the coming months.
But wait. At the same time we’re so down on America, our satisfaction with our own lives has ticked up to 85%. That’s just five points shy of the January 2020 record-high point. Take a look:
Why such a huge gap between public and private now?
It’s easy to understand why we’re so dissatisfied with the way things are going in America. The news from the mainstream media is unrelentingly bad — and those negatives are amplified by an angry, nasty (and often paranoid) social media. We’ve endured more than two years of a deathly pandemic, with all its accompanying confusions and fears. Inflation is high. Politics is meaner and more partisan. An astonishingly large portion of the country seems to have turned Trumpish. And last year’s high expectations for helpful measures from Biden and the Democrats have been dashed by Manchin, Sinema, and senate Republicans.
But given this, how can we be so satisfied with the way things are going in our personal lives?
Plenty of us remain hugely stressed – essential workers, parents of young kids who aren’t able to get childcare, poor people who can’t afford the rent, those of us who have gotten horribly sick or lost loved ones during the pandemic.
Yet the pandemic has also allowed almost half of us to work from home, which has proven to be a huge boon -- giving us, on average, a full extra hour each day, far more flexibility in how we use our time, and escape the daily agonies of commuter traffic. While I’d rather teach in person, I far prefer to attend all tiresome meetings on Zoom rather than in bland conference rooms.
We’re also spending less money on stuff, partly because we can’t afford it but also because we can’t get it Supply bottlenecks are forcing us to do without — and to simplify our lives as a result. My TV set is tiny by today’s standards, my car is a dozen years old, and my dryer doesn’t work half the time. But guess what? I can live without them. I’m exercising more, listening to more music, started to learn another language.
We can’t socialize as much — but this has forced us to be choosier about whom to spend our time with, allowing us to deepen those relationships. My wife and I are doing more together, just the two of us. I’ve seen more of my close friends and less of people I merely feel obliged to see.
We also worry less about clothing, haircuts, makeup, and other ways we present ourselves to the world — because we’re presenting less of ourselves and less often. Most days I look like a schlump. (To be honest, that’s always been the case.)
We eat out less and eat in more, enabling some of us to discover the joys of home cooking – both eating and preparing. (I’d forgotten how delicious homemade chicken soup with fresh vegetables can be.) We’re spending less time visiting parents, children, and siblings who live far away, but we can keep up with them over Zoom (which in some ways has made life less complicated).
This terrible period in public life, in other words, has also allowed more space for our personal lives. It’s enabled us to slow down, simplify, do without lots of stuff, deepen relationships, and create more room for ourselves. Which in turn has allowed many of us to ask ourselves — perhaps for the first time in many years, if ever — what we want from the rest of our lives, and maybe even decide to get off the track we’re on (just look at record quit rates).
I’m aware that life is indubitably hard for many people. And I’m sick about what’s happening to America — about its widening inequalities, racism, and attacks on our democracy. I’m determined to keep fighting for social justice.
But at the same time, I’m discovering an enjoyment in my own life that feels somehow deeper and more authentic than it’s ever been. I hope you are, too.
How can we be so publicly miserable and so privately happy?
When I read your topic for today I was surprised because I think the total opposite to be true for myself. I’m glad people are having this experience that I find baffling. I do have moments of happiness but they are ephemeral. I think the key word you used was *authentic*. With all that is going on in the world, especially in the news, and my subsequent bouts of depression, I don’t have the luxury of being happy. I put on a happy face for the public and suffer in silence. How can any of you possibly be happy? I really don’t understand. Our nation is in crisis as well as our planet. If people are suffering in the world, I suffer too. This is how we lose our democracy and our planet. I am really stunned. Are we living in the same country?
Great essay.
I wonder if this dichotomy of public angst and private happiness (for the fortunate ones) is also what's fueling the public anger the country is experiencing; people have had enough no matter their political views.
The pandemic has exposed the flaws of American democracy for all to see, and it isn't pretty, which I suspect causes much of the public anger, and rightfully so.
This rage (often misdirected, especially by extremists on the right) has been simmering for a long time, while the GOP and corporate media place the blame squarely on Biden, rather than scrutinizing their own complicity in this maelstrom.
Privately, I do find myself turning inward by listening to music, exercising, reading and occasionally visiting my few close friends, which is very satisfying.
I've also pared back on spending, finding I don't need as much as I thought I once did.
I just hope enough Americans use this time of public rage/private happiness to reflect on what this country will become if Trump and his thugs get a second chance to destroy this country.